Yeah. After having made a Goodbye thread, only now I remember to make a blog of my own...
So... It actually really pains me how I am forcing myself to leave Youchew, other sites I am on etc. so I could focus on real life instead, and occasionally I even feel like I'm regretting having made a Goodbye thread because right now I'm still finding myself using the computer too much, though I'm trying to focus on RL more. I even feel quite attached to Youchew too and only now I realize that... I can see that I might end up coming back when this year's summer starts (because of surplus of time I could waste on being on the computer) if not sooner or later, and I keep fearing that I will end up creating a "Eggy tricked/lied to us" situation should I end up not leaving at all because I've grown so attached to Youchew, despite the fact I'm not even online as much as I was in the past. But I think it's for the best; after all, I have a life to look forward to, and this could easily be just a temporary feeling that will go away after a while. That doesn't mean I don't care about the community though.
Anyhow, that concludes my (very first) blog entry. If I end up coming back sooner than expected or not leaving at all... I just hope it won't stir up any trouble. Especially because of things I've seen like people making a Goodbye thread and then coming back very soon and the whole simplyslap's fake death ordeal.
So... It actually really pains me how I am forcing myself to leave Youchew, other sites I am on etc. so I could focus on real life instead, and occasionally I even feel like I'm regretting having made a Goodbye thread because right now I'm still finding myself using the computer too much, though I'm trying to focus on RL more. I even feel quite attached to Youchew too and only now I realize that... I can see that I might end up coming back when this year's summer starts (because of surplus of time I could waste on being on the computer) if not sooner or later, and I keep fearing that I will end up creating a "Eggy tricked/lied to us" situation should I end up not leaving at all because I've grown so attached to Youchew, despite the fact I'm not even online as much as I was in the past. But I think it's for the best; after all, I have a life to look forward to, and this could easily be just a temporary feeling that will go away after a while. That doesn't mean I don't care about the community though.
Anyhow, that concludes my (very first) blog entry. If I end up coming back sooner than expected or not leaving at all... I just hope it won't stir up any trouble. Especially because of things I've seen like people making a Goodbye thread and then coming back very soon and the whole simplyslap's fake death ordeal.